September 6th, 2004

Blue

Wow.

That is just... weird.

Luke. He's.

o0;

Really good at card tricks.

xx;;;; *freaked out*

How did he DO that?!?!??! x___X;;;
Blue

Whee.

I figured out three of his card tricks. But two still perplex me. o0;
  • Current Music
    Jimmy Eat World -- Sweetness
Blue

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Oh, no, what's this? A spider web, and I'm caught in the middle... so I turn to run... at the thought of all the stupid things I've done...

I never meant to cause you trouble... I never meant to do you are... And, well, if I ever caused you trouble... Oh, no, I never meant to do you harm...
  • Current Music
    Trouble, Coldplay
Blue

o0; My stomach is doing odd things today.

First I'm hungry, so I eat, then I'm full. Two hours later, I'm starving.

... WTD, mate?

I want to run, I want to hide, I want to tear down the walls that hold my inside... I wanna reach out, and touch the flame... where the streets have no name...

I want to feel sunlight on my face. I see the dust cloud disappear without a trace... I wanna take shelter in the poison rain, where the streets have no name... where the streets have no name...

Still building, then burning down love, burning down love... and when I go there, I'll go there with you... it's all I can do.

Cities flood, and our love turns to rust. We'll be there, blown by the wind, trail filled in dust. I'll show you a place, high on the desert plain, where the streets have no name. Where the streets have no name... Where the streets have no name...

Still building then burning down love, burning down love... and when I go there, I'll go there with you... it's all I can do...

Our love turns to rust... We'll be there, blown by the wind, blown by the wind... Oh, see your love, see your love turn to rust... I will be blown by the wind, blown by the wind...

Oh, when I go there, I'll go there with you... It's all I can do.

The heart is a bloom, shoots up through the stony ground... there's no room, no space to rent in this town... you're out of luck, and the reason that you had to care -- the traffic is stuck, and you're not moving anywhere -- you thought you'd found a friend to take you out of this place... someone you could lend a hand, in return for grace...

It's a beautiful day.

The sky falls, and you realize, it's a beautiful day. Don't let it get away.

You're on the road, but you've got no destination, you're in the muck, in the maze of her imagination... you love this town, and even if that doesn't ring true, you've been all over, and it's been all over you...

It's a beautiful day! Don't let it get away! It's a beautiful day!

Touch me... take me to that other place... teach me love, I know I'm not a hopeless case...

See the world, the world of blue, see it turning right in front of you, see the canyons broken by clouds, see the tuna fleets clearing the sea out...

See the the bird with a leaf in her mouth...

After the flood, all the colors came out.

It was a beautiful day. Don't let it get it away. A beautiful day...

Touch me, take me to that other place... reach me... I know I'm not a hopeless case...

What you don't have, you don't need it now. What you don't know you can feel some how. What you don't have, you don't need it now. Don't need it now...

It was a beautiful day...
  • Current Music
    U2 -- Beautiful day, Where the streets have no name
Blue

Yeah...

I'm so glad God created music.

Even if there is some really, really crappy music out there.

Whatever. No one's forcing me to listen to crappy music.

No one but myself. Haha.
  • Current Music
    Keep On Rockin' In the Free World... Neil Young.
Blue

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Wow, this is my eigth entry today and it's only ten thirty eight in the morning.

Just goes to show how freaking jumpy I am.

Gotta love Orange Juice.

Goshdarnit, I want to go see Anchorman now! But it's not in theatres anymore. Only the really small... pub... places. o0; >>; Grr. Maybe some good place will start showing it. Boo. ee;

We live in a beautiful world... Yeah, we do, yeah, we do...

Oh, All that I know is nothing to run from... 'Cause yeah, everybody here has got somebody to lean on.
  • Current Music
    Star Wars Gangsta Rap, "Weird Al" Yankovic
Blue

Yay.

Guess what? I'm going my book report. Finally.

I'll put a copy of it up here when I'm done, mmkay? Mmkay.

Because you know you love my brilliant writing.

^__^ That and I don't want to go clean anymore. *biding her time*

ee; If I have to wash out one more shampoo bottle... it's going to be YOUR HEAD!!! *dramatic chord*
Blue

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It's your last chance to find yourself in consequence.
It's so hard to find a simple reason.
Maybe I'll find myself with evidence.
I hate breeds with nothing to believe in.
Another day, another day of paradise.
If you only knew, wouldn't it be nice?
Get away, get away, get away.
I'm about to detonate.

Everything to prove,
Nothing to lose.
Just when everything has fallen to the ground,
I'm gonna knock it down!
Just believe me when I tell you it's alright.

This time we're on our way to tragedy,
Forever bored and outside from the in crowd.
I've come to grips confronting my reality.
Numbstruck, it's me against the world now.
For all you know for all you know it's not for real
Spare me the obsession that you deal.
Get away, get away, get away.
I'm about to detonate.

Everything to prove,
Nothing to lose.
Just when everything has fallen to the ground,
I'm gonna knock it down!
Just believe me when I tell you it's alright.
Everything to prove,
Nothing to lose.
Just when everything has fallen to the ground,
I'm gonna knock it down!
Just believe me when I tell you it's alright.

I should've known right from the start
That you'd take this trust and rip me apart!
Could it be a change of heart?

I'll fall into you, but don't believe that this is real...
I'll fall into you, but don't believe that this is real...
I'll fall into you, but don't believe that this is real...
I'll fall into you, but don't believe that this is real...
I'll fall into you, but don't believe that this is real...
  • Current Music
    Hooch, Sum 41
Blue

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*has Bohemian Rhapsody turned up all the way now*

Matt, this is so your theme song for me. x3

Nothing really matters, anyone can see, nothing really matters... Nothing really matter... Nothing really matters to me...

Any way the wind blows...
  • Current Music
    Bohemian Rhapsody, Queen
Blue

I'm not gonna cry...

I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry...

Why does this song suddenly make me feel like crying?

It's not cool, man. Not cool at all.

What number is this entry? Like, the fourteenth today? Goodness gracious, I've become obsessive.

My back hurts from sitting, hunched over the computer all day. ee; I'm only on my sixth explanation for my sixth picture with my assignment. It's taking soooo looooong.

Which is my fault. For one, I keep getting distracted, and for two, I keep trying to think of smarter things to say...

I hate being intelligent. It would have been so much easier to be blissfully stupid.

Knowledge is power. Power is pain.
If you don't understand, I don't want to explain.
  • Current Music
    Ending Theme, Final Fantasy VIII
Blue

Yay.

I talked to Becca for a while today. ^__^ We talked about pickles. xDDD

I missed having pointless conversations with people. ;_;

So... yeah. x3

I'm on my eigth of ten explanations, now. Almost done! =D
  • Current Music
    Scattered Rain, Trigun
Blue

And if I should fall along the way, I've been kissed by a rose on the grave.

I'M FINALLY DONE!!!

BOOYAH!!! WHO ROCKS?!!?!? YEAH, THAT'S ME. I ROCK.

WANT TO CONGRATULATE ME?!

WANT TO TELL ME TO TAKE THE CAPS LOCK OFF?!?!?

TAKE A NUMBER.


Okay. Less caps. More claps. x3

*uploading the file now* =D ... ... ... UPLOAD, FOOL! >>;;;

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*taps foot*

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I'm waaaaiting...

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There we go.

http://www.angelfire.com/blues2/euphoria/watershipdown.wps

Copy and paste it into your browser.

And I haven't grammar checked it or revised it or whatever yet, so... yeaaaah.
  • Current Music
    Eyes On Me, Final Fantasy VIII
Blue

I should say this to myself every night...

I will not hide in fear of rejection or betrayal.
I will be a success.
I will not be a failure.

I will be a success.
I will not be a failure.

I will be... a success...
I will not... be a failure...

I will not hide in fear of rejection or betrayal.
I will be a success.
I will not be a failure.

I will be a success.
I will not be a failure...


It actually helps.

Seems really stupid. But it helps. A lot.

Saying it instead of only thinking it... much better.

We don't need words to believe, but...

Words help the heart believe.

I think I'll go to bed at nine thirty today.

I have to get back into the regular school going-to-sleep-early-waking-up-earlier schedule.

Besides...

I've finished my homework.

I've finished my conversations with people.

I've nearly finished another round of music.

It's 67 degrees.

I'm tired.

I want to dream like I dreamt two nights ago. Not how I dreamt last night. Not that. But two nights ago, that was fine.

Nighty night.

Don't let the blankets choke you in your sleep.

Sweet dreams.

Have fun.

I love you.
  • Current Music
    Blood and Thunder & Gunpowder Tea, Trigun