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alessandra
13 October 2004 @ 06:30 am
YOUR HERITAGE: Half English on my Mom's side, mixed on my dad's. I'm 1/64th Native American.
THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: Haven't worn any yet.
YOUR EYES: Maple with a dash of cinnamon. Occasionally they have some blue, too, which is odd.
YOUR WEAKNESS: Sensitivity
YOUR FEARS: Rejection
ONE THING YOU'D LIKE TO ACHIEVE: Being famous.

DO YOU...

SMOKE: No.
CUSS: Only when I'm really, really moody. And never in a bad way, then.
HAVE A CRUSH(ES): Not really.
WHO ARE THEY:
WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: Yes. Maybe not a normal college, though.
LIKE HIGH SCHOOL: Mine? Yes.
WANT TO GET MARRIED: Yes.
TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS: Actually, maybe. I learned how to type from Paws with I was like in the third grade or something, and they teach you how to put your fingers. But I may have changed since then.
GET MOTION SICKNESS: Not very badly.
PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: Yes.

IN THE PAST MONTH DID/HAVE YOU:

DRANK ALCOHOL: No.
SMOKE(D): No.
DONE A DRUG: Yes. Ibuprofen, Vitamin C and whatever the heck that acne medicine pill thing is called.
HAVE SEX: No.
MADE OUT: No.
GO ON A DATE: No.
GO TO THE MALL: Duh.
EATEN SUSHI: No.
MADE HOMEMADE COOKIES: No.
DYED YOUR HAIR: No.
STOLEN ANYTHING: No.

HAVE YOU EVER:

FLOWN ON A PLANE: Yes.
MISSED SCHOOL BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING?: ... Are you KIDDING ME?!
TOLD A GUY/GIRL THAT YOU LIKED THEM?: Yes. But... in a very different way than normal people would. Well, that was the first time. The second and third time were pretty much normal. Except for the whole... saying it online thing.
CRIED DURING A MOVIE?: Yes. Just recently, actually.
HAD AN IMAGINARY FRIEND: Yes.
BEEN ON STAGE?: Yes.
CUT YOUR HAIR: Yes.
HAD CRUSH ON A TEACHER?: Yes.
BEEN CAUGHT "DOING SOMETHING": If by eating something I'm not supposed to? Yes. Yes, I have.
GOTTEN BEATEN UP?: In a matter of speaking. It depends how you'd define "beaten up".
BEEN IN A FIGHT: See above.
SHOPLIFTED: No.

OPPOSITE/SAME SEX:

BEST EYE COLOR: Blue.
BEST HAIR COLOR: Dark.
SHORT OR LONG HAIR: Short.
BEST HEIGHT: A little taller than me.
BEST WEIGHT: Normal, I guess. Whatever.
BEST FIRST DATE LOCATION: Anywhere.
BEST FIRST KISS LOCATION: Anywhere.

NUMBER OF:

NUMBER OF BOYFRIENDS/GIRLFRIENDS YOU'VE HAD: None.
NUMBER OF KISSES YOU'VE GIVEN: None. (Including family.)
NUMBER OF DRUGS TAKEN ILLEGALLY: None.
NUMBER OF PEOPLE I COULD TRUST WITH MY LIFE: Actual people? ... My family. No one else, though.
NUMBER OF PIERCINGS: None.
NUMBER OF TIMES MY NAME HAS APPEARED IN THE NEWSPAPER?: Don't remember. It's been in there for synchro a lot, though.
NUMBER OF SCARS ON MY BODY: Like, five bagillion. I'm so freaking clumsy. =\
NUMBER OF THINGS IN MY PAST THAT I REGRET: Two.


IN THE LAST 24 HRS:

CRIED: No.
WORN JEANS: No.
MET SOMEONE NEW ONLINE: No.
DONE LAUNDRY: No.
DROVE A CAR: No.
TALKED ON THE PHONE: No.

FRIENDS AND LIFE:

DO YOU EVER WISH YOU HAD ANOTHER NAME?: No.
DO YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND?: No.
DO YOU LIKE ANYONE?: Tch. Yeah, I like people. =\ They're nice. ... Loser. =\
WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS ACTS THE MOST LIKE YOU?: Charlotte.
WHO HAVE YOU KNOWN THE LONGEST OF YOUR FRIENDS?: Rachel, probably.
ARE YOU CLOSE TO ANY FAMILY MEMBER?: Yes.
WHO DO YOU HANG AROUND THE MOST?: Josie.
WHEN HAVE YOU CRIED THE MOST: Don't want to talk about it.
WHAT'S THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD?: Sitting down somewhere, breathing in fresh air, sipping on a pineapple smoothie and staring at something beautiful. That's the first thing that came to mind.
WORST FEELING?: Not feeling good enough.
WHAT TIME IS IT NOW?: 6:44 AM


LOVE AND STUFF:

GAY? STRAIGHT? BI? NULL?: Straight.
FIRST CRUSH: Michael Canon. May he die a bloody death. *Joking.*
EVER BEEN IN A THING CALLED LOVE?: I don't know. Maybe. It's hard to tell if you don't get a chance to test it.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?: Yes.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN "THE ONE?": Not in those exact words, but yes.


LAST (THANK GOD)

LAST BOOK YOU READ: The Lyrics for Lean On Me
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW: First Daughter
LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK: Strawberry syrup in carbonated water
LAST TIME YOU SHOWERED: Last night.
LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE: Don't remember.
 
 
alessandra
13 October 2004 @ 08:47 pm
Guess what? I tried out for Trojan Idol. And I made it.

...

I was the only freshman brave enough to try out. Which is pretty cool, but... it means I won't have any competition. I automatically win for my class. Not saying they let me on just because of the whole not-having-any-freshmen thing, though. I still had to audition. It was actually kind of nice. The two of them (the judges) closed their eyes and sort of almost-smiled during Lean On Me. The Activity Center is pretty cozy. That's where I auditioned.

Oh, and I'll probably record what I sang for you guys really, really soon. Maybe if I have time tonight? Probably not.

Yeah, I'm a little nervous about the assembly in front of the whole school. But Margarita (her real name is Maggie, but she's in my Spanish class and I "want to call her Margarita because Margarita is alcoholic"!) taught me this way to calm myself down - Pound a fist into the upper-middle of my chest and pause -- repeat three times. Apparently it jars your nerves, which then have to settle, calming you down. Interesting, and effective as far as I can tell.

Ryan and I were confronted about our "relationship" today. He and I were talking like we always do, nicely, and Melia was all "So, what, are you guys going out now?" I responded the way I've taught myself to -- Look away, feel my face burn and say "Tch. No? We're just -friends-. Really good friends. Buddies."

Which is true. I just don't like being asked questions like that. I would have done the same thing for absolutely anyone else.

I'm such an awkward person. That's the best word to describe me, in my opinion. Awkward.

Yep.

Well, tomorrow's Decade Day. Today was Clash Day, quite a handful of people complimented me on my outfit, yesterday was, er, oh yeah!, formal day, Monday was pajama day. Don't know what I'll do for tomorrow. Just depends on what I have in my closet. I'm thinking hippie again, though, like last year. I make a good hippie.

Yawwwwn.

I forgot to wear my necklace to school today. Haven't done that... ever? Felt really scared. Paranoid. About everything. I hope Matt hasn't died. Or bombed his test. Either way.

Update on grades...
One hundred percent in Biology. Mr. Relampagos was all "You did good". He thinks I'm smart now. =\ Flrf. Goshdarnit.

Joey Isaac and Joey Mehelic were all "Your brother just checked in the room, looking for you! Go after him!" and I was like, "No! Stop messing with my family!"

Later on:
Joey Mehelic. I like your older brother better than him.
Me. Same here.

xD Maxwell got burned.

Joey, Joey, and Chris Harmes were having a whole conversation about my brothers. The two Joeys are upperclassmen. Juniors, I think.

It's good to have cool brothers. Seriously. I don't feel inferior. It's sweeeet.
 
 
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