alessandra (blue_phoria) wrote,

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...Woke up this morning... at Four twenty-eight...

...Woke up this morning... at Four twenty-eight... something something something, and I cleaned my slate. Don't take a genius to realize... That confusion in your eyes... Don't you worry... Take it easy... Kick back and enjoy the fun, because, honey, this joyride's just begun.

Headphones again...

Daym... Itsh cyeeold. *shivershiver* No wonder the DCC I left out overnight didn't get all... ew.

My nose is cold. xx;

I had a really, really odd dream last night. It involved Rikku from FF10 with a really normal hairdo in really normal clothes, a hispanic salesman, and a glow in the dark rubber duckie.

You gave it all, but I want more... And I'm waiting for you... with or without you... I can't live... with or without you...

And you give yourself away, and you give yourself away, and you give, and you give, and you give yourself away...


If anyone wants me to go into detail about the dream, I'd be more than happy to.

La la la... doodoodoodaahdaah....


Yes, yes, I'm sane all right.

It's just four fourty-eight. Cut a girl some slack, will you?



So you want me to go into the dream?

Sounds good.

... Look at the stars... look how they shine for you... and everything that you do...

Well, here we go.

So, the dream starts with me washing my face. You know, like splashing water in my face? I guess it was this morning. As in, I'd just woken up. At four twenty-eight, and all. So, after washing my face, I fast forward -- as in, the dream fast forwards, as in, like a television, right, right -- well. To the television...

... For you, I'd bleed myself dry...

It's true... look how they shine for you.. Look how they shine for you... Look how they shine for you... Look how they shine.

... Look at the stars... look how they shine for you... and all the things that you do...

Continuing on.

So, I'm in the TV room. I turn on the television, watch some completely boring educational television about parka flowers or something like that for a half an hour or so, then flip to something different. I flip to Rikku -- With a completely normal haircut, she didn't really look like Rikku at all except for the shape of her face and her eyes -- talking to a bunch of friends. I'm, apparently, one of those friends. I'm now in the television. But, of course, it's not really the television, it's a real place. And suddenly, we all look like we came straight out of a manga... Or... we're -in- a manga.... or something...

Rikku said something like "Let's ditch this place, Ali" and I replied, "... What?"

Rikku. "Let's get out of here. This rock I'm sitting on is really... not... comfy. Come on, let's go get something to eat, or... I don't know... something to eat?"
Ali. "... Whatever." (*CoughSquallCough*)

Actually, now that I think of it, Rikku may have actually been Selphie... But... with her hair flipped down instead of up...

... Whatever.

Riffie and I stood up to leave, took a few steps... I turned to make sure she was beside me, but in fact, she was talking to a couple of kids about a video game, a video game I'd never heard of and wasn't interested in. I stood around for about 4.5 seconds, then said, "I'll go get us a --------."

I don't remember what I said I'd get, but I said I'd get something...

So I walk off.

Next thing I know, I'm talking to a Hispanic man about something I want. He's being difficult. I ask, what do you want? He replies, "... Do you have one of those... how do you say... Glow In The Dark... Ducks?"

I'm like, WTD? xD

"Would a glow in the dark -rubber- duckie be okay?"
"Sure, why not."

Suddenly, I have a glow in the dark rubber duckie in my hands. I find this odd, even in my dream. I look around to see if someone put it there, there is someone behind me walking away, it must have been them.

I return my attention to the Hispanic man.

We are suddenly in some place I --

Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy? Caught in a landslide, no escape from reality... Open your eyes, look up to the skies and see...

I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy.

Because I'm easy come, easy go, little high, little low, anyway the wind blows, doesn't really matter to me...

Where was I? Oh, right. We are suddenly some place I recognize. On the path to the library. The library is quite far away. We are covered by shade.

Easy come, easy go, will you let me go?

Hispanic Man. "Come over here." He brings me over to a more shadier part of... wherever we are. Shiz, it was in the middle of the road! I didn't notice that unti right now... o_o;

When we are two worlds apart, can't reach to your heart, when you say that I want it that way...

Ain't nothing but a heartache... Ain't nothing but a mistake...

Me. "What're you doing?" I'm suddenly wearing nothing but a long shirt. That's all. I feel completely naked, though. Not covered at all. The shirt is too short. I notice how short that shirt is, so I pull it down with my free hand (my other hand was holding the duckie, right? Yeah.

Hispanic man doesn't notice my lack of clothing at all. "Just seeing if it glows," He says. He steps away, Far away, twenty feet away, in the sun. "Yes," he says, then returns. "Your rubber duckie glows." He then takes it from me.

I'm glad, very glad, and very greatful to whomever it was that gave the duckie to me, the man who walked away... but seriously, I was only wearing a shirt. Cars were swerving out of my way. All of a sudden, I am alone. I am alone on a desert of black. Black concrete, I guess. Wearing nothing but a T-shirt.

I look around. Absolutely nothing. Nothing but the black of the ground and the blue of the sky. No mountains, no children's playcenters, just black ground and blue sky.

That's when I wake up.
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