alessandra (blue_phoria) wrote,
alessandra
blue_phoria

I tried, but I got nowhere.

I cried without anyone to care,
I lied to get everything I thought I wanted,
But I'm dying without yoooouuuu...

-

It's in your touch!
It's in your smile!
I just can't take it anymore!
It's in your face!
It's in your eyes!
I just can't hide it anymo-ore!
How I fan-ta-size. Over yooou,
How I fan-ta-size, over yoooou...

...

Your eyes always sparkle
With some hidden secret
And if you tell me (Oh!)
I promise, I'll keep it!
There's something suspicious...
A. BOUT! That. Smirk!
'Cause when I see it, my heart just meh-helts ah-ha-way!

-

You just can't stop the music!

-

You are the ocean,
I pretend that you're mine
I'm struck by your wave of wonders.
You are the mountain that
I must climb
I keep getting higher,
But I keep falling down, and down again.

I am speechless
But loud.

---

Dream of the days of
Star splattered skies
Blue without crying,
Grins without lies.
And all that you want is for
The day to pass by.

---

Teardrops fall from the endless sky
Crashing with my soul
And I can't help but wonder why
My death took such a toll
And why I chose to see through their eyes
Instead of seeing on my own
I could be starcrossed for all you know...
This could be the rain before the storm.
I'll spin until my pain is gone.,
Until all I have left is the thing
That started it all.
And when I walk back inside
My heart drenched in wine
And you smile at me with your heart fit to burst
And see me, ready to run, you'll say

"At least you're alive,
At least you're okay,
At least you've got
Someone to dry the rain
At least you can smile
Without wondering why
At least you're okay,
At least you're alive."

I can laugh and I can lie,
I could live but could I die?
And should I wait for skies to fall
Or should I leap and risk it all?
If lovers leave to find their fortune
And dreams just pass on by

At least I'm alive,
At least I'm okay,
At least I've got
Someone to dry the rain
At least I can smile
Without wondering why
At least I'm okay,
At least I'm alive.

...

---

...can you hear me now?...

Can you hear me now?
I know you've heard me so
Many times before
Can you hear me now?
But without you here
My heart stays swollen, sore
Can you hear me now?
And all these lonely days
My heart will stay the same
'Cuz you know
I love you so.

...

It's all falling apart
At the seams
Or so it seems

...

So here I go again.

...

---

Don't say anything at all
Or the starry sky will fall
My shining dreams might vanish
If you leave one last time
Please...
Take me there again...
One last time...?
I need you -

Tears fall
So silently,
But I can't
Dry them like I used to...
And I can't hide my pain any longer...

I don't want this anymore,
Nothing's ever like before...
I can't see your aching eyes,
I don't wanna comprimise...
How many times must I save you
Before you see all the things I feel?
Without you, this world we live and die in isn't real.
It isn't real, isn't real.
On a high, my brain reels.

Life could be so much stronger (So less fragile)
If you were there to hold me (So kiss me again)
I can't wait too much longer (my heart won't stop beating)
Why can't you see what I see? (Faster, throwing me over the edge)
That all I see is you? (inhale, exhale, don't bail this time, you can do it)
They all told me we were meant for each other
Screw this. Let the madness ensue.

...

I don't want this anymore,
Nothing's ever like before...
I can't see your aching eyes,
I don't wanna comprimise...
How many times must I save you
Before you see all the things I feel?
Without you, this world we live and die in isn't real.
It isn't real, isn't real.
On a high, my brain reels.

---

Can't stop dreaming of reality
Losing all morality
My terms of mentality
Are different than before
You wraps your arms around me
I keep you safe and warm
And all our constant aching
Restrains the ever constant storm
I can't beleive it's happening
Until you smile at me
Once my heart start's mending
I wake and it's a dream

So tell me, will your heart save the day?
Or will all these feelings just brush away?
Tell me, did I dream up your smile too?
When will all these dreams begin to construe?
Because I can't hide it for much longer,
And soon you'll have to leave,
They say I'll grow stronger
But this I can't perceive!

You caught me
Before I could fall
And brought me
The best thing of all
I felt your warmth through all the haze
All of that seems to've set my heart ablaze
My dreams, are they visions of the future?
I wish.

Tell me, will your heart save the day?
Or will all these feelings brush away?
Tell me, did I dream up your smile too?
When will all these dreams begin to construe?
Because I can't hide it for much longer,
And soon you'll have to leave,
They say I'll grow stronger
But this I can't perceive!

Reality is harsh
And full of dark
All of your plots
Hit their mark...?

Tell me, will your heart save the day?
Or will all these feelings brush away?
Tell me, how long does it take to die inside?
How long does it take for your emotions
To wash away with the tide?
Is is bad to always doubt the truth?
To always doubt the dreams, as well?
Does it make me seem uncouth?

When will you break this spell?

---

This is a song to make you smile
A song to help you through the day
Because no matter how many miles apart we are,
You'll always hear me say...

That life is like a peice of pie
You never know when the flavor's gonna lie
And being random's not so fun
When you're not being random with someone, but -

Yeah, baby,
Don't speak to me like that
'Cause no matter what you think
My mother isn't fat!
Hey, brother,
That mother told you not to steal
'Specially from your sister
So just keep keepin' it surreal.
And seagulls, don't get me started
They better die off soon
'Cuz those freakin' fast birds of hell
Stole the key to my room!

Listening to you is like listening to the stars
I never know what You're gonna say (Or do, for that matter)
Caffeine in diet cherry coke is marvelous
On a rainy, gloomy day!

And...
It's...
A...
Happy happy birthday, to you, to only you,
A happy happy birthday, I hope your next one's happy too! WHEE!

This is a song to make you smile
A song to help you through the day
Because no matter how many miles apart we are,
You'll always hear me say...
That happiness is always with you
Like spring and summer's shine
So when you're down, or feeling lonely
Don't frown, please smile this time.

---

It's all your fault
It's in your mind
Your hate is growing old
Like everlasting time
It's all a lie
And it won't change
Nothing's ever solved
You'll never be the same

As the dark consumes the insanity
You slaughter all my ecstasy
And as you walk with false dignity
I can't help what I can't see

It's all my fault
It's in my mind
My thoughts are never heard
Though my light will always shine
And It's okay
And Nothing's wrong
Save the last
Of it all

We don't always get what we want...

As the dark consumes the insanity
You slaughter all my ecstasy
And as you walk with false dignity
I can't help what I can't see

And nobody said it was easy
To live life the way you do
Who can tell what insanity really is?
All I know, the lies are true.
Save yourself, yourself alone
Cause more blinding pain to me
These days of years, the years of life
Are only made to sting.

As the dark consumes the insanity
The light can save you, too
You slaughter all my ecstasy
All to find the truth
And as you walk with false dignity
Your gaze as high as mine
I can't help what I can't see
Have I always been this blind?

---

I'll be there
When it seems no one cares
You can count on me
Just call my name
I'll be there
I'll be ((I'll be, I'll be))
There.

---

Smack in the face
I remember this place
Where dreams and mem'ries fly
And jaded days of
Second rates I
Can't remember why
I thought
You and I could
Think we could just maybe
Think about a time for
Better days

I can't stop dreaming
I can't stop breathing
I can't stop seething
I love you.

I can't stop dreaming
I can't stop breathing
I can't stop seething
I hate you.

I gave it all
Then I took it back
It always is my fault.
Dark days are sprawled
Across this wasteland
And I can't find a halt
I thought
Thinking wouldn't help
Thought I could've taken Hell
You saw me and I cried
I'm suffocating

I can't stop dreaming
I can't stop breathing
I can't stop seething
I love you.

I can't stop dreaming
I can't stop breathing
I can't stop seething
I hate you.

Take them back
Take them back
All the things
We never did
Take it back
Take it back
Your love so never there.
Your life so everywhere.

I can't stop dreaming
I can't stop breathing
I can't stop seething
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.

I can't stop.
Take it back.
All your love.
Take it back.
I can't stop.
Dreaming nightmares, breathing you
I can't hear
You say goodbye...

...

---
Lalala la, lalala la-ah...
Lalala la, lalala la-ah...

How does it feel to be all alone?
Is anything real when your life's a fantasy?
Does anyone care that you're losing your mind?
Are all the tears you shed a waste of time?
Do you really deserve all the work we put in?
Is this song going straight to the trash bin? OH

Erica, Oh Erica, won't you sing with me...
Erica, Oh Erica, everything's for free
Erica, you idiot, will you ever see?
That if you never change your ways,
You'll go off the
Deep end?

Have you have seen or heard at all?
Why do all these big things seem so small?
Why blame it on the others? Because there's so many to blame.
Why are all your happiest dreams so untame?
When will reality be warped to fatality?
It's just so hard to wait! OH

Erica, Oh Erica, won't you sing with me...
Erica, Oh Erica, everything's for free
Erica, you idiot, will you ever see?
That if you never change your ways,
You'll go off the
Deep end?

((Musical interlude))

La la la, the deep end!
La la la-ah, so hard to explain!
La la la, the plot thickens!
La la la la la la LA! SO MUCH PAI-AIN!

Erica, Oh Erica, won't you sing with me...
(The deep end)
Erica, Oh Erica, everything's for free
(So hard to explain)
Erica, you idiot, will you ever see?
(The plot thickens)
That if you never change your ways,
(SO MUCH PAIN!!!)
You'll go off the
Deee-e-e-eeep
End?

((Dun dun.))

---

I'm random, oh so random! But don't let that get you down! 'Cause gentlemen are only gentlemen when they look like Edward Sown!
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